My visit to the dentist today was a real eye opener. A mind-expanding experience, if you will. You see, I always like the nitrous before the shots are administered, in order to relax. Lately, I have experienced a sense of anxiety when breathing the nitrous. But, today, I had thoughts of what I can only call “clarity”.

I think this is what users of psychedelic drugs experienced when they smoked a lot of something or took a pill of some kind. To get to the point, this is ALL about GETTING TO THE POINT. Today, I got to the point! It was a sense of centering in to SPECIFICS! Certain truths.

Maybe deep within our mind, we have the knowledge of what the TRUTH is. This truth is buried under all of the other information, burdens and cares we carry in our brains. Some will say this all sounds like another conspiracy theory or something out of a Hunter S. Thompson novel.

You may have seen a science fiction film where use of drugs or technology had the same effect on a person. In the movie “Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind”, Jim Carrey had unhappy memories pinpointed and erased from his memory. There may be a method now or in the future, which could be used to bring to the surface and examine thoughts which are deeply buried in our minds. A process much easier than years of psychotherapy.

It’s debatable after the oxygen hits you and all the other “realities” of life come crowding back in to your mind, as to whether these thoughts were another phase of anxiety or a twist of paranoia. Right now, I don’t recall all of what I realized in those few seconds of “clarity”.

Dabbling in drugs is not the answer. Huffing nitrous can kill you. But the truth is in there. Deep within our subconscious.

Your Friend,

McMurphy Schmidt

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